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There’s someone in my head but it’s not me

October 23, 2013

The lunatic is on the grass.
The lunatic is on the grass.
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs.
Got to keep the loonies on the path.

The lunatic is in the hall.
The lunatics are in my hall.
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more.

And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forebodings too
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon.

The lunatic is in my head.
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me ’til I’m sane.
You lock the door
And throw away the key
There’s someone in my head but it’s not me.

And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you’re in starts playing different tunes
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon.

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Just because a man spends 3 days locked in his room foaming at the mouth is no reason to treat him like a rabid dog. Those tight fitting white jackets are overrated. I started feeling the warmth of my own body tightening around me and it was comforting that I had a friend in myself.

The padded walls haven’t been cleaned in 100 years or more and the food does not even compare to Ted’s. I was well out of reach once I reached Doylestown, guided by the Saxon torches that were placed along the way.

The smell of pitch hung heavy in the air as the song of the hounds played in the background. How I wished I had a good pair of Wellington boots instead of those damn house slippers. But I made it. I made it out to tell my story of unjust incarceration. And to find some fine whiskey to again warm my soul, my Saxon mead having long dripped through the floorboard. Damn those men in white.

Betrayed and cast out like a pair of soiled boxers, I didn’t know where to hide. But I found solace in that whiskey bottle until I awoke. Try as they might, they couldn’t hold me in their Draconian dungeon. Now I sit behind this desk in unfamiliar surroundings trying to find the words to type on this short stop on my new journey. But I have no destination. Maybe the forest will again be my home. Maybe your place would be better. They won’t even let me log on to reach out to you so I am here.

wolfman

But no matter where my future lies, I will always be the one – the only –

THE SEPAMAN.

 You lock the door
And throw away the key
There’s someone in my head but it’s not me.

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71 Comments
  1. ESK too permalink

    ESK you didn’t know jack.

    • I know that this blog can suffocate, starve to death, and poison itself on it’s own bad blood just like the thread.

      Caoi’

  2. RusselTeapot permalink

    T CREW sorry about your mom

  3. RusselTeapot permalink

    Thought I was going to post on the past thread asking what song the last post should have
    THE PARTYS OVER
    THE END
    SO WILL THE LAST POSTER KINDLY TURN OUT THE LIGHTS

  4. Mod from PA permalink

    There is no dark side in the moon, really. Matter of fact, it’s all dark.

  5. Mod from PA permalink

    T-Crew, I just read your last post. So sorry to hear about your mom. My thoughts are with you and your family.

  6. The Observer permalink

    Sepaman has applied for job at the White House as a spinmeister.

  7. SepaScam permalink

    Well everyone it’s been fun defeating the loser & failure but I’m going to consider this blog as dead as the tnet thread. Sepatheinfamousloser&failure (aka scat) has yet again proven that he is a loser and a failure. Had it not been for the protection from other losers (jeff of pa & treasure hunter)the thread would have died long long ago.

    I’m flushing this place and sepatheinfamousloser&failure just like the stuff we all flush down the toilet. (scat) Farewell!

  8. 1 And Abram went up out of Egypt, he, and his wife, and all that he had, and Lot with him, into the south. 2 And Abram was very rich in cattle, in silver, and in gold. 3 And he went on his journeys from the south even to Bethel, unto the place where his tent had been at the beginning, between Bethel and Hai; 4 Unto the place of the altar, which he had make there at the first: and there Abram called on the name of the LORD. 5 And Lot also, which went with Abram, had flocks, and herds, and tents. 6 And the land was not able to bear them, that they might dwell together: for their substance was great, so that they could not dwell together. 7 And there was a strife between the herdmen of Abram’s cattle and the herdmen of Lot’s cattle: and the Canaanite and the Perizzite dwelled then in the land. 8 And Abram said unto Lot, Let there be no strife, I pray thee, between me and thee, and between my herdmen and thy herdmen; for we be brethren. 9 Is not the whole land before thee? separate thyself, I pray thee, from me: if thou wilt take the left hand, then I will go to the right; or if thou depart to the right hand, then I will go to the left. 10 And Lot lifted up his eyes, and beheld all the plain of Jordan, that it was well watered every where, before the LORD destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah, even as the garden of the LORD, like the land of Egypt, as thou comest unto Zoar. 11 Then Lot chose him all the plain of Jordan; and Lot journeyed east: and they separated themselves the one from the other. 12 Abram dwelled in the land of Canaan, and Lot dwelled in the cities of the plain, and pitched his tent toward Sodom. 13 But the men of Sodom were wicked and sinners before the LORD exceedingly. 14 And the LORD said unto Abram, after that Lot was separated from him, Lift up now thine eyes, and look from the place where thou art northward, and southward, and eastward, and westward: 15 For all the land which thou seest, to thee will I give it, and to thy seed for ever. Acts 7:5 16 And I will make thy seed as the dust of the earth: so that if a man can number the dust of the earth, then shall thy seed also be numbered. 17 Arise, walk through the land in the length of it and in the breadth of it; for I will give it unto thee. 18 Then Abram removed his tent, and came and dwelt in the plain of Mamre, which is in Hebron, and built there an altar unto the LORD.

  9. ESK too permalink

    And when did God create the lion tree with the patio statue stuffed in it?

  10. JeffofPA permalink

    I second sepascams motion to flushthe loser & failure scat, stop posting at the blog & start posting at tnet. Tnet is scat free now that he is off the payroll. He failed miserably at tnet & we need to try & rescue our reputation. Flush the failure from your life! Ignore the loser!

    ESK appears to be losing his mind. ESK must the scat!

    • Mod from PA permalink

      ESK definitely lost it. I wonder if he’s in the same ward as SEP’s?

  11. Just wanted to give the blog owner something to do, so there are 400 or so more replies that will be awaiting moderation, as many are now, detailing another treasure hunt, which may ot may not be real.
    The moral of the story…

    We can argue over the Sepa hoax or the bible….

    There is never going to be an end.

    So whether you RTT or RTB, you threw that much of your life away.

    Answer this question:

    If you knew you only had one hour left to live, would you spend it thinking and reading about the Sepa cult?

    I know t-crew would agree. And Sepascam.

    It is the rest of you trollers who are trying to keep the thread alive over here.

    THE NEXT one who speaks or posts now is a pro-Tnet-sepacult troll trying to usr the blog as.a.last resort.

    Go ahead, show yourself by saying something.

  12. JeffofPA permalink

    ESK I mean scat the loser, it has been entertainning seeing you go down in flames! If it wasn’t for us you would have gone down in flames long long ago. You threw your loser life away while we were entertained by your insanity.

    None of us know when out life will end naturally but no one would think of a loser such as yourself in their last hour.

    I do not want to keep this blog alive I want everyone to post & read at tnet. Its how I earn $

    No one is going to let a failure such as yourself dictate whom is a troll. No one is going to let a loser such as yourself control them.

    Opps I said something! I showed myself! Now what?

  13. RusselsTeapot permalink

    SOUNDS GOOD TO ME FLUSH THE BLOG
    FAT LADIES SINGING
    LAST ONE OUT TURN OFF THE LIGHTS!!!!!!

  14. Vortex permalink

    Hasta la vista

  15. The Observer permalink

    I’m blogged out here, and may never post on TNet again. It was a good win over the hoax master, but life outside is more interesting. Off I go into RV travel mode.

  16. ESK too permalink

    He is not a hoax master, just a hoaxter. If he was a master he could have pulled it off. Later.

  17. S’long seps…

  18. It”s been a please….

  19. …ure doing….

  20. Final Notice permalink

    Well, well, well, looks like the jig is up. As for your arch enemy, that puke face, mamas boy neighbor of mine, his mommy finally tossed him out. The neighbors said he went nutso last weekend and she threw all his things out on the lawn. He hasn’t been seen since, but his things are still laying in the lawn.

    Anyway, good riddance! I hope I never see any more of you clowns tramping around the woods behind my house. Now maybe I can get some damn rest. Where’s my wine…

  21. …business… and…

  22. …putting your thread….

  23. …and blog…

  24. … in the grave!

    What went around just came around.

    Cheers! And..

    Buh bye!

  25. ScatMan permalink

    I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog no I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog no I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog no I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog

    I’m so confused! Who am I? What am I? My thesis is not complete. I’m going to fail! Why doesn’t anyone like me?

    I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog no I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog no I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog no I’m esk no I’m scatman no I’m sepaman no I’m mandog

  26. Like having an epiphany
    with no pen
    I’m repeating my words
    over
    and over
    and over again
    an attempt to commit them to memory
    but they no longer make sense

    In a hurry
    but not sure to where
    I’m hungry
    but I’m not sure for what

    I’m collecting ingredients
    Like collecting memories
    for a memoir
    but how many does it take?
    Like collecting data
    for my life’s study
    but the hypothesis I’ve yet to make

    I’m finding analogies
    in age old proverbs and riddles
    How many licks does it take
    to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?

    And if a tree falls in the forrest
    will anyone remember my work?
    How loud of a sound must I make
    to know I’ve been heard

    Why the longing for validation?
    What does that even mean?
    My thoughts, my steps,
    my bites, my breath,
    my unique logic, my pulse, and my sex
    aren’t real unless you agree

    Consensus is king
    We all bow down
    It didn’t happen if we don’t say it did
    She’s not pretty unless we all think she is
    Its only 8:30 if Apple says so . . .

    A need to be seen
    A lot of artists long to be heard
    before we have something to say
    But ya gotta crawl before you ball
    and no one wants a cart before a horse

    So instead,
    I’ll sit here honing my craft
    markin my words
    Writing my speech
    Convincing myself of a noteworthy ability
    But what if I run out of breath
    before I share my soliloquy?

    No.
    I must go for the gold.
    Express myself.
    Share my feelings
    Open my heart
    But without editing

    Like having an epiphany with no pen
    I’m just repeating my words
    over
    and over
    and over
    and over
    and over
    again
    until they make sense

  27. John Wayne permalink

    Is that sepa posting as Quigley in the Forum Research/Techniques/Treasure Leads/MANY Hidden Treasures of the West?

    • Mod from PA permalink

      I’m not a gambling man, but $20 says it is. Quite well written for a “broken down construction worker”, and who recently moved out west? The “Those who MIGHT know who I am, please remain silent” comment may be a hint.

      Me thinks we’ll need a new blog to follow this. All hail the Great Quigley!

  28. John Wayne permalink

    wasn’t there a Quigley posting on this blog?

  29. ESK too permalink

    He’s baaaaack.
    http://sirquigley.wordpress.com/

  30. John Wayne permalink

    I’m sure it’s sepa. Why don’t you help crap.

  31. John Wayne permalink

    it looks like sepa lost in a first round knockout. 0 & 2!

  32. DIM permalink

    He is both Quigley AND chlsbrns. http://www.treasurenet.com/forums/general-discussion/345141-help-burlington-co-nj.html#post3275903

    Interestingly he pretends that chslbrns is a woman. Does that remind anyone here of someone else? Just sayin’ is all.

  33. Questions galore permalink

    He is both Quigley AND chlsbrns. http://www.treasurenet.com/forums/general-discussion/345141-help-burlington-co-nj.html#post3275903

    Interestingly he pretends that chslbrns is a woman. Does that remind anyone here of someone else? Just sayin’ is all.

  34. Questions galore permalink

    Chslbrns is quigley is sepa. Look at chslbrns first few posts from back in March. He pretends to be a woman. Who else does that?

    Also my comments here are being blocked. Not sure anyone will see this. It is not my first post in the subject.

  35. John Wayne permalink

    nichmarch does it. Why would sepa be chlsbrns? I think chlsbrns is a girl. She was being nice to Quigley/sepa while making him look foolish.

    • Questions galore permalink

      Did you read chslbrns first few posts from March? It’s the sepaman thread theme regurgitated without the gingerbread.

  36. Questions galore permalink

    Maybe chlsbrns isn’t quigley/sepa but they are definitely in it together and playing us.

    • Uh, didn’t you notice that chlsbrns pretty much shot down SeepyQuids solo? Explain to us why the fvc sepa/quigs would screw himself over and terminate his BS before he even started…please. Being so out of touch with reality, lends itself to the thought that you are A FLY, or Sepaquig himself.

  37. Questions galore permalink

    Interesting concept, actually. Start a thread. Get “critics” to attack. This causes the mods to intervene and defend the original poster. Roll in periodically with other sock puppet accounts. Some socks are allies and there will be one obvious “repeat offender” who continues to attack and get banned over and over. Then sit back and laugh your ass off at the few real people you drag in along the way.

  38. SonOfSepa permalink

    Chlsbrns is a woman warrior! She ko’d single handed in record time with logical facts.

  39. Chlsbrns is NM

    • alas poor Sepa permalink

      Sepa…. give it up… go get a real job… maybe at a library even.

      There are so many “tags” placed on you after the Tnet hoax that you so much as scratch your a§ and a flag goes up on the web.

      Ya shoulda listened up!

      There might be a glimmer of hope for Fly, as you sandbagged him too, but you are destined for the Nicky Santoro method of pest control. Every sound may be the last your mind recieves, and because muzzle velocity is faster than sound, you might not even hear the last sound at all.

      Choose your path wisely grasshopper!

  40. Mod from PA permalink

    Quig’s, here and gone just like that. Like one of the elusive torch wielding saxons, gone in the blink of an eye. He may have been a saxon, possibly a zombie saxon and his appearance signals the beginning of the zombie saxon apocalypse.

    Be on guard, people!

  41. evil saxon king permalink

    Where to next Al?

    Florida gold coast?
    Alaska gold fields?
    Great lakes ot Klondyke?
    New England and GW dollars?

    Swamp treasure… el dorado

    Lost girlscout cookie money in Detroit?

    Shipwreck maybe?

    Maps to underground cache of cement lawn ornaments?

    Buried outlaw money?

    Little Orphan Annies dowery location?

    Pirate maps?

    Try the Salvation Army! They will feed ya and give you shelter. You can use the public library. But as far as asking for money…. you don’t have be a bum ALL the time.

    You shoulda stayed in your treehouse in Pa.

  42. saxon krieger permalink

    It’s an archer tower, not a treehouse.

    • evil saxon king permalink

      Saxon vs. Freddy vs. Jason vs. Alien vs. Predator

      Awesome movie….
      Did ya see it?
      It is rated DF

      (Dumb Fvck) in honor of Sepaflybatguy

  43. Chlsbrns said “Shamong NJ cash and gold” post
    Sorry I just found that the properties are part of a preserve that does not allow metal detecting so I removed the post.

    Always removing posts / worried about laws!! 😉

    • chlsbrns permalink

      I’m not worried about laws as I abide by the laws. I removed that post because there are d-bags such as yourself who ignore the law and make all of us with detectors look bad. The same thread also included an archived verifiable news article and info on two other verifiable locations that are to die for metal detecting locations.

      Verifiable is not up your alley as you could actually find something of value. It’s not an obvious hoax meant to make a fool out of dimwits. Go track down your guru cult leader and play with his weenie while he makes a fool out of you!

      fly you are a LOSER!

  44. Alberticus59 enters the scene with a new peralta stone, has s “friend” that found it and he is “helping” his friend “Ollie” out to get more info.

    I can’t decide, so can someone else look at the story? This member ID has been around since March, and he only now started using it.

    Is trying to sensationalize this stone, and is way too nicey nicey if ya ask me. Also, lots of open ended questions, like he is searching for a story line and not a real treasure.

    Do we have a Peralta Stone wiz on the mythbuster team?

    • This new peralta stone sounds like a new attempt to try a new angle on Sepa’s failed attempt a few days ago to start another hoax with spanish gold mines and precious metals.
      I don’t believe the last pic in the first series of pics is the one behind the story.

      Same structure as the gpa hoax though.

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